ATTENTION PEOPLE ! :

I've changed my handphone number already .

Am giving to my close friend only . Tag me to

get my new number .

Thanks ! ^^

Hellos people ! It's my 2nd day of training as a

counter staff over at Thomson Plaza today . Will be working

at Lot1 on 6/11 (wed) onwards . Full shift , 10am-10pm .

People , do look me up alrights ^^ Heihei ._. It will be

located at Basement1 , beside FourLeave Bread Shop . ^^

*Laughs , && work, work, work!!

Pay = income = SHOPPING ! ^^ Les ~ Let's wait for our

shopping spree together uhs . Heihei ._.

Update again soon ^^

Ong'Siew'Koon , I love you ! Heihei ._.

Alright . It's time for me to update again (:

I don't know what to update . Sighs ~ Ohya ,

Human's does change isni't ? So don't ever promise

anything at first , if you do not know what will happen in

the end ya . Bullshit ~ Luckily i still have me Siewkoon Les

to accompany me all this while . I love you luhs & a big

THANKS to you . All this while , whenever i'm sad it's you

who accompanied me . Sharing my sadness & unhappiness .

I really appreaciate it . You're a friend that i can't lose .

You're a Ture Friend to me . I Love You !

You're the 2nd her . Yes , YOU ARE . I shan't say much,

becuase if things happen between you&him . It's me

who're in trouble again . My phone will be ringing upteens

time . Hhahahas ! I'm saying the facts . Promises ?

BULLSHIT LUHS HORS . _I_

Shan't say much alr . If not my phone will be ringing soon .

*Laughs . Alright , Finally met up Rebbie ,

heihei ._. I love you !

I was wondering .... should i pierce my nose?

Any recommended place to go ? for my nose pierced?

Oh ~ I'm here to update . HeiHei ._.

Have been majong-ing this few days over at Vince's place .

*Laughs . Les came to my house & over-night yesterday .

HeiHei , crap around & crazy around . Slept at only

5plus in the dawn & was awake at around 11plus in the

morning . Yawns * Prepared & meet Les at tw market Clinic

together with Mom . I'm the one who visit the doctor & with

my two body guard accompanied =x *Laughs !

Aftermath , went to Vince's place again . &&&&&

Majong-ed !!! *Laughs , Les , slowly master arhs . HeiHei ._.

Will be working together with Les at Lot1 shopper's mall .

People , visit us ya ? Will be starting perhaps this end of month ?

I guess so . *Laughs . Okay okay , i swear i won't change job anymore .

I know i've been changing job & not getting any pay =x

Charity ~ *Laughs . Okay , slack slack slack slack slack .

I'm running out of cash ): ! God , please let me win some bucks for

every majong session okay ? Haha ! Reb is back from M'sia ~

Horrrray ~ Meet up soon girl . I miss your pretty face .

& of cos , Valencia too . Miss the both of you . Heihei ._.

& i declare that i'm deeply in love with OngSiewKoon' Les ! :D

Okay , planning where to go phat thor with my Les tomorrow . ^^

update again soon ^^

Ohya , I know you blocked us . I guess you should know i'm stating about you . *Laughs . Blocked us by all means alright ? If a friend-ship had to be in this state , i guess i've got nothing to say to you anymore . You're way too sensitive .

Stay up at Vince's place ystd with Siewkoon .

Had Majong session till the morning & i won!~. Yawnn~

Just wake up not long & surprisingly , I could stay up one

whole day w/o sleeping. Ohmys ! 16 years of living .

It's the first time , i can stay up one whole day ! Haha !

Majong-ed with Vince, ZhenYang & WeiCheng . Siew sitted

beside me watching us playing . *Laughs & i won ! 3 boys ,

lost to 1 pathetic girl . HeiHei ._. Was busying looking

for Jobs this few days . Quitted the job at clinic ,

don't ask me why . ^^ Anybody has any job ?

Contact me ! I want 2 Vacancies .Siewkoon & Me (:

A short update . Will update again soon .

Rebbie , faster contact me (: Imy .

I guess both of us has drifted apart ya .

Whatever once you promise or say , it's all ......

*Laughs , It's alright . I'm the one to ask you to

follow yr heart . I shant blame anyone too . Indeed ,

human will still change after he/she had a gf/bf . Indeed,

bf is still important to them . What Sister are forever ? BullShit ~

Once they had a bf , everything changes too . Haha . I'm

not trying to be sarcastic here , don't take it to heart .

because we will surely drift one fine day . I don't need any

sisters , any friends . Thanks SiewKoon , for your accomapnied .

I loves you , you're one of my TRUE friend among all .

I guess, you should know that i'm saying about you ,

Ya , is you ,Valencia . I know you say that whatever i

say will affects your mood , but , why must i be the miserable

one ? keeping all those unhappy things within myself . I

had enough ! I know your mood will surely goes down .

But , i can't take it anymore . Last Long with Jack .

Meet-up when free then ,

Goodbye .

A big thanks to XINWEI & PATRICK !

for accompany me the whole day today !

HeiHei ._. both of yr name v. big hors ?

I really appreciate luhs . Thank you & love you two (:

& lastly , My beloved Valencia ,

I'm really alright (: , i don't want to be a pillar

between you & Jack . I'm really okay if i'm alone ^^

I still have my other friends ya .

Val here.
Sigh . edna , seeing you sad , im feeling terrible :'(
Although you always say you are alright . I know you are not . You cant lie to me
sigh . I hope as days pass , time can heal your loneliness .
Dont ever think you are alone . I will always be there for you whenever you need me :')
I will never leave you alone .
Babe , i will love you :D


" You're my everything too babe "

Friends ? I think i don't need either .

Woke up around 8plus in the morning . Argh ~

Prepared & off to Raffles Place ALONE . Surprise ? *Laughs

See , I can be independent . Haha :D After i've done my stuffs,

Meet up Val at Orchard . She went to Toapayoh alone too .

HeiHei ._. , we're both independent leys =P .

Met her and we went takashimaya . Val had her late

Breakfast cum Lucnh at KFC and after her food .

We went to Coffee Bean and have some drinks plus

dessert . :D Val treats . Thanks ! (: Aftermath ,

we walk around for v. long & finally Val had make up her

mind to brought what she wanted . After everything ~

Blablablabla ~

Meet up XinWei & Jack at night . Chatted with them alot alot .

Just came back home . hahhs ! Yeah , Indeed you don't love

me from the start . It's okay anyway (: What's over

is over . ^^ Ohya , I'll be starting my work tomorrow .

Located at Bukit Batok Polyclinic . People , got time visit me

for lunch ya . As my lunch will be 1hour break . *Laughs .

I guess i'm getting alittle nervous =x I don't know what

will happen tomorrow . I'm alone , *Laughs . It's okay,

i'll get to know new friends . HeiHei (:

& Valencia , i love you ! (:

not forgetting Rebbie ! (:

What shall i start with ? *Laughs . Ohya ,

Finally , meet up with Xinwei today . Thanks for yr

accompany ^^ . & I should thanks my beloved GirlFriends

& GuyFriends to accompany this few days .

Siewkoon , Valencia , Clement & Hexiang .

Thanks ! Esp Siewkoon, Clement & Hexiang . Thank you ~

I'm alright already . HeiHei ._. Ohya , Rebbie .

i know you had to work therefore you could not accompany

me . I understand . HeiHei , faster meet up soon !

Well , i'll update tomorrow . Outing with beloved Val .

Lastly , A Big Thanks to ONG SIEW KOON . My LES .

Muacks ! I love you !

I miss him , alot alot .

Perhaps , life still have to go on . It's me who made

this decision , I shan't regret then .

Sighs =\ , life seems tougher and steeper .

Maybe Bingie was right , he might get over faster then me .

So there's no turning back anymore . To tell myself

" I CAN LEAD A BETTER LIFE " and i definitely can .

Yeah , I'm strong , i'm capable , i wont fall . I'll move on !

Don't worry , I'll never skip my meals .

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alot alot.

Everything has ended , Just nice on our 5th month .

I believe if we're really fated to be together ,

we'll be together after all .

Goodbye my lovees , take good care .

KoeyJinLeong .

No one was there for me when i'm down .

totally not a single souls . Where's Valencia? Reb?

Where's the both of you? Status girlfriends .

I'm all alone .

Okay , It's time for me to update again^^

Back from chalet & some Job's interview . Hope Reb&Me will

be able to work together . 'ToastBox' , *Laughs .

Many things happen & i'm lazy to eleborate =x

Finally , exams over ! Hooorrayyyy ! Kbox anyone ? ^^

It's the start of holiday already , Yipppeee ~ :D

Okays , I'll update sometime again . i've got nothing to update

I miss my three girls , Valencia, Reb & Bing .^^

After a rain , there will always be sunshine .

& Yes ! I'm use to be a happy go luck girl .

& i'll always be that . I use to say 只要笑一笑 ,

没有什么事过不了. & definetly , i will too .

It takes two hand to clap .

& i agreed with Jennifer , she say this :

*Never frown, even when you are sad, because you

never know who is falling in love with your smile*

I'm tired . I love you.

I am so upset right now! I've never ever rant out how i felt here.

Not even once , towards this r/s . I've never ever mention about how

i feel , every unhappiness or unsatified, i'll just keep in inside me ,

swallow every every one & another unhappiness . And now , i can't help

out to rant everything out now . I don't know who can i confide to .

I know many will be there but i just can't rant things out by talking . I'm

use to keeping stuffs within myself . What to do ? I'll just keep it within

myself . I am going bonkers soon . I can't hold on anymore ! I hope you

will see THIS . But i think you WON'T . Everything changes ,

no more toleration, pamper , care and concern . Everything is not going

smoothly, not the way i wanted . I'm truely disappointed . I did not

expect you to talk to me this way yesterday night . Indeed , i'm really

shock? surprise ? Finally , you said this ' Guy's patience has a LIMIT ' &

you had enough of all my nonsense . Yeah , i admit i was wrong all

this while . I was unreasonable at times , i've got atittude problem ,

stubborn & etc . I know , i know , i've got many bad points . But , don't

you have fault too ? Have you ever asked me what i really wanted ? Have

you ever asked me how i feel ? Have you? No, you don't ! I might look

strong outside . But , i'm a girl too . Deep down in me , i've got weak

points too . I believe every girls do need pamper isni't ? Do you know

that this few days you've totally change to a changed person ? You don't

realise it . Because you denied . Sighs , i really don't know how to hold on

to this r/s anymore . You said you don't know what am i thinking ,

beacause you NEVER EVER ask me . I know sometimes

i talk to you in a bad way & i don't show any love to you . But , deep

down within my heart , i do love you . Only that i did not show out .

I love you by my heart not actions . I'll never forget how you treated me .

The good times & the bad times . I can FORGIVE , but i'll never

FORGET .We're sweeter 2months ago . Everything changes .

Blame the fault on me . I felt so helpless . I don't know what to do .

Should i or Should i not ? to let go of everything . Sighs):

Guardian Angel , tell me what to do ?